Anybody the actual quote by P.k Dick in Cosmogony & Cosmology?

I know its from Cosmogony & Cosmology and he is talking about witnessing a fight that he does not understand between good and evil, not much to go on I know but I have been googling to no avail, it is possibly from p78. I don't particulary want to get the book and read it all for one quote but I will if anybody can recommend this book?